If Hamlet wrote.....

When I look at your eyes
Its hard for me
When i don't want to be lost
In the desire within

When I hear you speak
I try not to hear
As I cannot lose control
To my fantasies

When I touch your lips
I tremble within
I fight with myself
To let you begin

When I encircle my arms
I want to fight the inch
Yet I move far away
Closer to you within

When you ask me if i love you
I fight to say NO
And every negation
Is a Yes you know

Me, and myself
An oxymoron
A contradiction
A paradox

I know no completion
I fight the end
My journey is unending
My goal unknown

My path is dark
My steps unsure
My battle with myself
My war within

My dreams
Are my nightmares
My fantasies
I fear

My fears
My friends
My doubt
My enemy

A leaf in the storm
A wave in the ocean
A ship in the tempest
A soul lost in itself

I look not for love
I desire no lust
I hope not happiness
I wish nothing

I want nothing more
Than what you can give
A warm touch of your hand
And a lap for me to rest

Because when I cease
I know that I've been
A bundle of opposites
But yours in the end....

Oruganty